Caught in my lie you smiled so innocently.

And I was so condescending.
So rude. So vile.
All just to get a frown out of you.
Just to feel better about mine.
And what did you do to deserve my dirty mouth and hands?
A couple of touches by a couple filthy pair of lips is how it started. That’s all you were guilty of. Nothing.
Well, it takes two.
I was caught red handed.
And I took my punishment.
In shame. Red faced was I.
But you said it was okay. And I followed you. I believed you.
For only a second. I lashed out. I fought. I screamed. I was a fool. A child. A loser.
I pushed and pulled and hit and cried.
I was the maker of nightmares. Made in a factory of love.
And you were a witness in the way. A friend to a sad soul.
I was there. I was. Just not as much as you had thought.
You did nothing wrong.
An angel you were. In the hands of a devil.