Archive for October 2011
Newborn
They don’t know much better,
but honey, ignorance ain’t bliss.
Your poison words
spew spawn off your lips.
People listen,
absorb your thoughts,
and spread them
like cancer.
Cowardly apologetic.
I don’t want to hear it.
It was just meant to be funny,
I am told.
I move on to take your thoughts,
burn down your houses,
to start over once again.
We don’t need your kind.
Spray
Surround me
with the sea breeze.
Sun sets quietly
beneath my feet.
their silhouettes fly.
The sun is so beautiful
when it’s shy.
Slight of Hand
Turn off the house lights.
Sip the wine.
Dark club sounds brush her by.
This is life.
In slow motion
I walk in.
In the handshake,
a hint of sin.
Maybe she has an idea.
No, she doesn’t have a clue
of what I love to do
with a flick of the wrist.
The magic is working.
My capabilities are endless.
But you’re becoming careless.
Turn the lights up.
This is me screaming.
You’re motionless.
Emergency room please,
this one can’t handle it.
I followed her stretcher.
The door shuts behind me.
I waited until she opened her eyes.
Paradise.
I told her, “you really don’t know me.”
“But I want to,” she said.
“I’m everything you’ve ever wanted,” I explained.
She closed her eyes.
Memory Medley
The water drips down my bottle and back into the ocean.
It’s almost 2006 all over again.
The electricity surrounds me with the lights off.
Cue the gloom?
Let me get a Rob Roy.
Are you a regular here?
This is Manhattan.
And you’re no married type.
But you are.
Remember Pasadena.
Roses grow here, there, and here.
But you already knew that.
Knew how I crumbled with an “I’m proud.”
But I never heard it.
I was lost in the Long Beach cloud.
It never stopped raining.
I was playing with fire.
You brought the ice
after I danced with her.
We all laughed for hours.
Locked notes in origami.
Clokey characters defined.
A future 17-mile drive.
All based on a lie.
A night of Smashing Pumpkins.
You all thought you were so funny.
“Can I kiss you?”
Such a sweetheart.
A piano player and a guitarist
make the most beautiful music together.
But no one hears
it.
A heartbreak at “fucking Yucca.”
Do you remember that?
They really do that.
That’s why you’re a favorite.
I read those lines better than you,
but there’s only room for one lead.
You handled it like a champ.
I stood up there to feed.
You were so mad.
Best show ever.
She was really hot.
Quiet for two hours home.
They all heard it.
All of them.
She would never eat at a place like this.
That’s her favorite seat.
Polaris
Like a lost hiker in the night,
I go north.
The exit?
Olive.
Like a bird flying in the spring,
I go north.
The exit?
Olive.
Doesn’t realize the effect
when I go north.
The exit?
Olive.
Right now it’s not looking good
as I try go north.
The exit?
Olive.
But I will conquer this road.
I’m heading north.
The exit?
Olive.
Locator
As the snow falls on my windshield,
the world is blinded of us.
The slow motion parade of the city streets
filled with people running toward us.
Let’s make them jealous.
The Ladder in Corvallis
My hands are full
and scarlet.
They won’t open the gate for me.
I don’t belong in there, I’m told.
I asked them why.
He told me.
I conceded.
“We’re all guilty.”
They haven’t made it there yet.
Not sure if they will.
How can I get in
if I’ve never met the king?
I turned around.
I don’t belong there.
There has to be another place
hiding between the stars.
Found Me
Different tomorrow than today.
I hold my tongue when I know what to say,
But trust me it’s not worth it.
It’s not worth it.
I know I said slow.
I know it’s fast,
But this sidewalk looks as familiar
as the dark side of the moon.
Forgive my close embrace.
If I make you nervous,
I’m sorry.
But I’m not sorry.
My meaning is strong.
I don’t step on cracks,
For my mother thinks of me better,
But God am I close.
Presence
I can taste the silver,
the slight reflection from the slight light.
Tears flow down the river.
I am home for the first time.
Link
Crossing the moat,
I get chills from the cold
water pouring into my vision,
fuzzy.
The drawbridge hangs.
Around me are flying swords,
bow and arrows.
Musical notes.
