Jonathan Gonzalez And I will be the first to say I ruined any normalcy. I am not hiding. I just feel my words are deafening. They carry little meaning on the the other side. And don’t you think I’d tell you if I knew? You really don’t understand. But that makes two of us. Am I too … Read more
With your hands tied behind your back you can only move your eyes. But even they hurt to see. For they have no drain or sleep. And I know it hurts to watch the rock atop the mountain tumble while you watch from a distance. Praying for its submission to the weaker rocks below. There’s … Read more
I feel smaller than you will ever know. For I can not live up to my own tragedies. And I’m more than just guilty of falling over. There have been numerous ties but few lead changes. And now you’re so pre-conceived. I am not like the others. But planes don’t fly backwards. And I’ve cut … Read more
And ever since that melody when I realized my jazz. I saw and felt all that I wanted to see and breathe. And it was the expression of my heart. Harmonic freedom, But I could see it when I closed my eyes. It came in chaos and in peace. Noise. Animation. Nonsense. Cities. Dirty electricity. Fog … Read more
Kind of like sun-roofs to the people at the bus stop.Sort of like kissing someone new in front of your old.It’s something so meaningless.Made to cover up what’s underneath,But they hide more than just bodyparts.And it’s as if this writing is comparable to it.“To express,” they claim.Son, I’ll show expression.It’s a little story about yourself.You … Read more
Toys and candy you eat. Toys and candy. It’s so good that you’ve stopped eating what you have at home. But the refrigerator door is open. And I swear you’re letting the cold out. Soon, the ice will melt and the milk will spoil. And what will you drink? You will die of thirst. You seem … Read more
And I could fill these pages up with words of your description. They would speak of the beauty you possess, Gleaming from your mouth, your eyes. And I could sit here on this Pasadena hill with you and look upon the city lights, while we indulge in the jazz inspired melodies that play through the … Read more
And just like a cavity you’re a hole that only gets bigger. The foreign objects that penetrate your lungs build walls of plaque up all around you. These walls weren’t built to last. They’re ready to collapse, But you’ll pick them back up. Just like you always do. They’ll only keep you down. Just like … Read more
Scratch through the surface.Tell me what you find.I never did give the most popular answer.I’m great with my words but stutter through pressure.Honesty seems only existant in ourselves.But there is nothing but sincerity in my cold words.I have not but one lie in my millions of truths. To say that I am anything but scared … Read more
And I could lay here and listen to it for hours as it blows on the outside. It’s the clearest it’s been in months. You can see the dark blue hue sleeping across the top of the mountain. The bold horizon of the city. I know that you don’t miss it but the wind has … Read more