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Perhaps the fork can feast on this tightrope ‘tween the broken plates. I stumble into the street, hit with false ferocity. A lesson in sight reading where truth tangles with lies. She is the teacher, I am the pupil, studying every line. A cinderblock wall on the verge of collapse. The floor begins to buckle … Read more

Relief

When you reach the timewhen that light turns on,when you believe the self-reflection,what it tells you, what you see,I hope you find the help you need. We are not put here with thewherewithal to heal,or express how we feel. One generation can’t teach anotherwhen they weren’t taught to dealwith the single hardest thing there is … Read more

Tick

Where will it appear?In my mind it’s always there.Infiltrating thoughtsand creating more. But physically, how will it show?A tick in the hands, shoulders, neck or face.Which subconscious choicewill lead to today’s disgrace? As my heart races,my anxiety settles in.Making its homein a space too familiar. I wish I could wish it gone,to not be burdened … Read more

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder where it comes from. Sometimes I tell myself I’m fine. Sometimes I wonder where it goes when it’s gone. Sometimes, in my mind.

Anxiety

The quiet grows louder Silence builds and builds Chest tightens harder The quiet grows louder Silence builds and builds Chest tightens harder And the quiet grows Chest grows tighter Silence builds The quiet Builds The silence tightens Chest Louder Builds and builds Grows louder Tightens harder The quiet The silence The chest The mind. The … Read more

When the fear settles in

The fear enters the blood stream — my veins harden at the thought. The doubt sews and ties the wires up above, but short circuits abound. Smoke clouds sight. It’s no wonder it’s called the nervous system. Too negative. Too destructive. Too worried. About a state of mind that tends to takeover. A state I … Read more

Never a doubt

A heart this full never yearns for something new, only more of what it already has. But a heart this full knows no greed, it knows to love all it has. Take it from a man who pleads for peace, but a man who can find himself lost on chaotic roads. I fought my way … Read more

Left or Right?

Staring across the range from who knows how many feet high, sitting in the window seat. But I’m distracted by the pinnacle. A career turn ahead, I’m sitting in the drivers seat. Heavily it rests on my mind already pulled thin at times. I am strong. Thankful she is stronger. Thankful my love will travel … Read more