Never Easy

Hardest thing to do. Tough to look in the eye. Why can’t this be easier, even when you know it’s right? Bombarded with yells. Arguments attacked. Why didn’t you love me the way I loved you? You simply don’t understand. You just don’t listen. I just hope you know what you’re losing. I do.

Don’t Say It

When is it ever easy, when someone gets hurt? All of a sudden you know me so well. You don’t know me. I’ve been here. Where have you been? Sorry, I’m good at throwing strikes. You don’t even see the ball coming. This mound is mine. Don’t walk across it. The water is deep. The … Read more

Yellow Balloon

As the sun sets beyond the Valley walls, I say goodbye to a love once cherished, adored. I have sinned Father, but who is left to forgive me? It’s passion, it’s not love. I am confused at best. Sugar coats your fiery words. Just speak your mind. I’m listening.

A long time coming…

I’m somewhere in a cloud and it’s raining. That was the worst car ride we’ve ever taken. I’m sorry it had to end that way. Last night, my mother dreamed we were doomed. Tonight, I sobbed in her arms like a baby. She told me I needed to do the right thing. Overthought and underappreciated. … Read more

I Said I Feel Fine.

Can you see where my mind is? Lost at sea and I’m wandering. I’m looking for someone. What was rock has shattered. What was ice has melted. This isn’t cool. Hallucinations hit. I don’t know what to believe anymore.

Haitred

Why can’t they be heard? Why can’t our heads turn in the direction to where they yell for our forgiveness of whatever they did that made us forget them?

Middle

I would love to think that it doesn’t mean anything that our dish soap is made by some company I’ve never heard of, but it does. I would love to think that it doesn’t mean anything that my mom has to fill the shampoo bottle with water, but it does. I would like to think … Read more

Keep Her Alive

Come quick. I am calling you over from your walk that will guide you past me.Speak now or forever hold your thoughts.Blowing wind is a sharp reminder that lips should have moved. She should’ve been kept alive.